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[18 Aug 2003|09:43pm]
[ mood | cold ]

vindicopaxpacis:happiness is a warm gun

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johnny knows his future wont last...... [18 Aug 2003|02:29pm]
[ mood | bored ]

well, i havent signed this piece of shit in about a month maybe...but all i can remember is that i went to las vegas for like 3 days or so, and it was so fuckin hot out there, and the fuckin car ride is boring as hell too...we stayed at the state line which was cool there, and when we went to vegas we never stayed long...and we saw a show...the Blue Man Group, it was gay but cool at the same time...one day i hooked up with this girl at the buffalo bills state line hotel...it was weird but cool...not gonna say anymore...but when i came back, my dads cousin and her friend stayed for 3-4 days..theyre cool, and theyre like 20, the first night with them we went out to eat and my parents went to bed early and i stayed up with the girls and we got drunk because they had like 5 or 6 bottle of arizona ice tea bottle filled with wine, so we drank, and the next day i stayed home and did shit, but they came home and we picked up branden and did what we do....go to vinyl, the next day we went to knotts berry farm, which was weird because right when i got into it...i sat down in front of the bathrooms and i saw sarah, she just walked up to me and hugged and that was basically all...but it was nice to see her....after they left that week i just hung out with branden and mario and we did shit, then one night i hung out with briana, and we did nothing, because thats what we do.....then i cant remember anything, i just remember always being at brandens, oh yeah, we walked from vinyl to a del taco on main st one day and it was fuckin hot out, and these hot chicks started talking to us because they "liked our hair" haha....just recently my cousin came over and we saw freddy and jason, it was col and scary, haha...after the movie, we ran into tio and cole and talked for like an hour, that was cool too....oh well, ill sign this shit later....

got band practice tomorrow, hope our shit is ready to record....

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*sing along* people's false impressions..... [30 Jul 2003|08:28pm]
[ mood | busy ]

no ones home, and my parents are pissed because of the flat tire i got, so theyre taking the car away until school starts, which isnt that bad because thats in a couple weeks, but its bad because we have up coming band practice and possibly a show, so whatever...and parents finally saw the crack in my mirror, lets hope, they dont see all the fucking burn marks in my car....well, im technically not grounded, but i sort of am, so whatever......sign this piece later

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go'n pick it up... [30 Jul 2003|03:32pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

well...again, stink head ruined my car again, she got me a flat tire from hitting a curb...oh well, today is lame because i was supposed to go ut, but i cant because of the flat tire, and the truck doesnt work, but what did i do today, i woke up took a shower, got ready, and then found out i cant go out today...so i stayed home, smoked a ciggerette, ate pizza, and now i have to clean my car and my room...sucks, and I HAVE ALL THESE FUCKIN BURN MARKS IN MY CAR, fuckin homos...oh well, too late now...

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im a lonely planet boy [26 Jul 2003|12:39pm]
[ mood | drained ]

well, its 12:40, i dont know what im doing today, my dads home, and my moms in vegas...hes an ass when hes the "mother" figure...i went to bed at like 4:30 last night doin nothin except playin XSITE songs... :/ ...i woke up at 11:00 watchin rocket power, just got out of bed now though....oh well, i never know what to write in this shit, call me if you wanna hang out...3229537

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XSITE and friends... [25 Jul 2003|10:40pm]
[ mood | high ]

well, a lot of new shits been goin on, been hang out with b bartsch and sheeit, heard new ideas for the band...some i liked, some i disliked, and theres a show comin up again at vinyl on aug 14 with the PEGs if ya wanna go, dunno who'll be in the band by that time cuz of other shit goin on...hung out with melissa and kelcie the other day, havent seen her ass in awhile, it was cool <3...hmmm what else, i started smoking again, cuz im a fuckin loser...im a dumbass cuz i smoke about a pack a day, i wanna quit aleady...woo! tims back and i hung out with him and mario and austin, it was cool...except austins probably retarted...im havin fun, been feeling good these past couple days...wrote a new song for the band, has to do with the shit that went on the whole school year, if ya know me well, youll know what its about, well, what else..ill write later i guess..

oh, and im not really high, just smoked a cigerette, and thats the best for me....<---dumb fuck

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why dont i just kill myself now? [23 Jul 2003|08:44pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

wow, dont i feel like a big piece of shit...

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i just signed this like a minute ago [16 Jul 2003|12:21pm]
[ mood | blank ]

oh man i got this from melissa's melo i think...

--Current Clothes: my target pajamas and my pj shirt
--Current Mood: blah
--Current Song: who are the mystery girls?
--Current Taste: eggs, bacon, sausage...english muffins
--Current Make-up: the slobber on my face from when i woke up
--Current Hair: still spiked from last night
--Current Smell: vanilla
--Current thing: im not jacking off
--Current Desktop Picture: the wall
--Current Favorite Artist: i dunno...myself =D
--Current Favorite Group: i dunno, i like a lot of bands
--Current CD in CD Player: some stupid mix i made
--Current tape in VCR: jay and silent bob
--Current Refreshment: coke
--Current Worry: there isnt enough room for them all...

Last thing…
-- You Touched: my eye to get the eye poop out
-- You Talked to: branden bartsch's mom
-- You Hugged: ummm....
-- You Instant messaged: michelle
-- You Yelled At: my brother
-- You Kissed: =X

-- Foods: breakfast right now...
-- Drink: cherry coke
-- Color: black and white designs
-- Shoes: i dunno...
-- Candy: anything fruity
-- Animal: little puppies
-- TV Show: 3rd rock from the sun nuckas
-- Movie: anything where i laught the whole movie
-- Song: depends how i feel
-- Vegetable: broccoli...=P
-- Fruit: strawberry
-- Cartoon: proud family

-- Understanding: yeah...i usually never have a problem
-- Open-minded: sure
-- Arrogant: i dunno
-- Insecure: i can be, but no one knows it sometimes
-- Interesting: uhhhh, sure?
-- Random: i guess...maybe
-- Hungry: yeah
-- Friendly: if im not, i try to be
-- Smart: usually
-- Moody: not really, im usually "kick back"
-- Independent: most of the time
-- Hard working: when i get into it
-- Healthy: probably not, im skinny as hell
-- Emotionally Stable: not now
-- Shy: yeah
-- Difficult: i dunno, ask someone else
-- Attractive: dont ask me
-- Bored Easily: no way
-- Messy: uhh, yeah
-- Thirsty: yeah
-- Responsible: most of the time
-- Obsessed: with what
-- Angry: not really
-- Sad: depends...
-- Happy: yes!
-- Hyper: when i dont feel lazy
-- Trusting: ummm...
-- Talkative: if i know you real well

-- Kill: shit...umm, i dunno
-- Get High With: b bartsch
-- Tickle: tickle?
-- Kiss you: ......
-- How many times have you been kissed: why do you wanna know
-- Done Drugs? uhhh...yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos? yeah, so good
-- Been on stage? yeah
-- Dumped Someone? no
-- Been Dumped? no
-- Gotten in a car accident? no

--Shampoo? shampoo that branden has
--Toothpaste? oooo, the kids crest kind
--Soap? soap the cleans and smells good
--Type of soup? yeeeah, clam chowder
--Room in your house? mine?
--Instrument? bass nucka

--Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee.
--Big or little? haha, depends on what yer thinkin
--New or old? old
--Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? what the hell
--Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? i dont know any brad pitt movies
--Vogue or Cosmopolitan? am i gay?
--Jeans or cords? Jeans.
--Sweater or sweatshirt? depends where im goin
--T-shirt or tank top? T-shirt.
--Skirt or dress? skirt
--Wool or cotton? cotton
--Rose or Lily? rose?
--Oldies or pop? oldies but good oldies
--Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? have i ever?
--Do you have a best friend? i think he is, but theres an issue im dealing with....

-- Cried? no
-- Helped someone? yeah
-- Bought something? yeah...another record
-- Gotten sick? no
-- Gone to the movies? no, but i wanna go
-- Gone out for dinner? yeah, jack in the box
-- Said "I love you"? no
-- Written a real letter? no
-- Moved on? from what?
-- Talked to an ex? ex who
-- Missed an ex? ....
-- Talked to someone you have a crush on? i dunno
-- Had a serious talk? yeah, melissa...
-- Missed someone? yeah
-- Hugged someone? yeah
-- Fought with your parents? yeah
-- Fought with a friend? i dunno, its still going on i think

Would you...
-- If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would you get? i dunno, somethin of my band logo somewhere on me
-- What color is your floor/carpet in your room? i dunno, ivory
-- What was the last CD you bought? i dont buy cds cuz im a loser
-- How did you spend last summer? ummm, dont ask me...ask brad in august
-- When's the last time you showered? last night
-- Are you lonely? i dont think so
-- Are you happy? i feel like it
-- Are you wearing pajamas? yeah
-- Are you talking to someone online? no
-- What is your astrological sign? i dunno...my b-day is in march 7
-- What are you listening to/watching right now? partisans
-- What time is it? 12:19 pm

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ooooo lookie... [16 Jul 2003|11:32am]
[ mood | awake ]

Happy Deathday!
Your name:derek
You will die on:Wednesday, June 11, 2031
You will die of:Burned to Death
Created by Quill
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what a day [13 Jul 2003|10:18pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

well, todays sunday...i wanted to go to the LCB show tonite, but i couldnt...i have to go in tomorrow because my breaks are out or something, i dunno...so i have to leave at 7:30 to get it in the shop, and then i dunno what else im doing, but tomorrow night...my mom's friend barbera and her daughter (stephanie) and her friend are staying for 2 weeks, so for 2 weeks, i have hang out with 2 15 yr old girls spending the night in my room...hmmm...sign back later

oh yeah...michelle, if you read this, sorry for being a dick...i know im being one, and im sorry...

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summer days, drifting away... [12 Jul 2003|02:03pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

i havent signed this in about a month...too much shit is happening, im not gonna write it on here, but all i gotta say is that..im in a pickle

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whats up [25 Jun 2003|09:55am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

i havent signed this shit in a long time because my parents were getting new carpet in their room, and the computer wasent hooked up...also im fuckin grounded, for fuckin dumbshit...i hate it, im grounded until the end of june...well, recently my band had its first show! at an in-store concert at vinyl, i couldnt believe how many people actually went!! wow...it was just a great experience, cant wait to play more shows! this week i did shit (cuz im grounded) and fuck, i might get fired or somethin because yesterday i didnt go in at work cuz i thought i had it today instead, oh well, hey someone fuckin call me because im fuckin grounded!

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my weekend [09 Jun 2003|03:16pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

what up fools, on friday i went to caitlins house at about 7:00, it was so cool, natili was there too, and we all just hung out until about 9:00 and i took natili to the movies and me and caitlin had ice cream after that, it was rad, oh yeah, she gave me a straightener and lipstick and sunglasses, it was cool...on sat i had work!!! oh man, it was from 11:00 till 2:00, i had to watch training videos...gay, oh well, at like 5:00, i fixed my hair and mike came over to go to coles house party, it was so rad, i got wasted...and it was just real good, 499, life alert and the frustrated were so good...i got home at midnight because i had work and didnt wanna spend the night anywhere...i had work from 11:00 till 1:00 the next day and i got home and did nothing....so today i went to school and did nothing...i have work tonight...7:00 till 10:00 call me...

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hiiiiiiiiiiieeeeee [06 Jun 2003|04:58pm]
[ mood | blah ]

i think i forgot what i did the last couple days, oh yeah, i remember yesterday, brad got pissed off at me, because i told him hes on some ego trip or somethin...but im over it but hes real pissed still i think, but hes tryin to get over it...oh well, whatever he wants...im not goona hate him, i just wish that when i have somethin to say about him, he talks about it and doesnt just ignore me....oh well, i hope he gets over it...today im just lookin for somethin to do...ill sign this crizzle later

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fuckin hate punk [02 Jun 2003|07:35pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

lets see, on friday night i went with mario and tim and branden to marios at around 1100 to spend the night, mario and branden smoked, while me and tim just got wasted...and we all shared drunken stories...the next day we woke up at like 1100 and we got up and made breakfast at 1230 or somethin and we ate and chilled for about2 hrs until i went home to change and took tim and branden...then i left my house with them at 330 to marios again, and we had nothin to do...max calls at around 600 and says theres some party, so we get there at like 700 and we search for shit to do...the fuckin party is buulshit, so we call graham and hang out with him, and go to another bullshit party until we get to del taco at like 900 and we just chill there, but graham leaves to go smoke...then we all have to go home at around 10:00 or somethin, and i dont get home till 11"30 cuz i had to take branden home cuz my parents wouldnt let him spend the night. that night i did shit and fell asleep at 2:30, when i woke up i did shit but i did later clean my room real quick because i was happy to get new pants...so i leave with my brother at like 3:00 because my mom gave me money and i was supposed to take him somewhere else...i get there and they dont have the pants i want so as it took an hour and a half to get there, im super pissed, and i have to take my brother to get his whatever, we get home at 7:00 FROM 3:00! so whatever...today (monday to all you fuckheads) i go to school and do all that shit, leave at lunch and come back...after school i drive brad home cuz hes dumb and doesnt wanna use his car, and right after i drop him off, i go straight to brandens to pick him up, we go down PCH and get to electric chair, and the pants cost 48$ and then the stupid lady says they are 58$, i said fuck that and walked away, i drop off branden after and i go home and eatat like 7:00, now im here being a loser doing nothing and pissed...you all get to read my complaints...:-d

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nigga... [30 May 2003|05:52pm]
[ mood | content ]

what is up...today i went to fuckin school...and i got there early this time, woo!...and then i had english and history, but for tutorial, there was some gay DUI re-enactment thing, it was only funny because me and brad were talking to griffin...then we left at lunch and brad had to go to the mission mall to give his money from his tips to this guy, and he got a ticket for goin through a yellow light, haha...oh well, then we came to my house and ate pizza, and i had to get the gum outta my black jeans, because im fuckin stupid and sat in the shit. then i went to brandens house, and we left to pick up mario and i got a air soft gun or somethin, its so rad...and then we picked up tim and now im at home waiting for my mom to come to give me money because im a loser and cant get a job....

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my first new entry [29 May 2003|08:08pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

wow, i made a new screenname on here because i was never using my other one, which i still thank melissa for giving me, haha...because i only ask her a million times to give me her code thing...but right now schools over and to much shit is happening, my parents are turning into real asshole, and im fucking pissed about it because theyre all of the sudden on some "anti-trust" mode which is fuckin lame...and last weekendon friday my band played at some lame ass party, and saturday we had band practice, and sat night i went to haleys house, that was so cool, i know she doesnt think i liked it that much, but i did...i was there from sat night till sunday noon...sunday night after i had to stay home with my parents, i went wo meet dallas and we left to go to brads work and we hung out till midnight at tracys, and brad and dallas spent the night, and we all got drunk with dallas's apple puckers...on tuesday i stayed home and slept, and on wednesday i went to school and i only only had 2 classes plus tutorial, and me and brad hung out until he left to go surfing, and i went to brandens house that night until i came home late and my parents were pissed, today i had all my classes, and i had to make up a spanish test and fuckin a psychology test, and went to science with mr. diab (who i think fuckin rules as a teacher) and the lunch where i got made fun of for being gay...and then psych, and forgot to pick up trash or somethin...and then i went to brads, for awhile and i feel like a dick cuz i didnt go back like i said i would, and then i had guitar lessons, and got there late...i was supposed to hang out with dallas...but my moms a bitch and fuckin yelled at me...sooo, now im here, see its just a bunch of shit right now but later i hope i have fuckin bad ass shit to write in here.....oh, and for someone...i know u dont think i care, but i do..ever since i started talking to you, i thought you were the coolest person ever, and you still are, i think you are funny, fun to talk to, pretty, cute and just a great person...if you dont believe me, i dont care, because i do feel all that and i wish there was some way i could prove it, because i would really like to share something with you...even though you live so far away, i just wish you felt the same way you did before...if u dont, because even though u think i dont, i do...and youre the one who i think doesnt feel like that

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